They all just wanna get mad.
Dispute the same issue a hundred times a day.
Look abroad. Go forward. Grow away from the crooked smiles.
Always with a choice, the ones who hate the most.
Where did you come from?
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33. My actual physical age of life on this planet of stuff. What else does it mean to me, anyways? The older you get the wiser you become, the old adage goes. I feel wiser, I know I’ve become more rational, thoughtful and careful in decisions I make. Yet, through it all I realize that the older I become the less inclined my levels of toleration appear to want to grow up with me. Simply put, I know that deep down… I wouldn’t think twice anymore for really fucked up stuff.
I mean, fucked up to an outsider and only somewhat to myself. Intentions aside, as often as they usually lead me horribly astray, I speak of a fucked up sense of just, right and wrong, or what simply sometimes just feels good. Acting on a moment rather than letting the moment act itself out before I make a move. I don’t know. I am wiser. In every way I know I am better than what it is I have ultimately become, my recent progress of a lot of things will attest to this. Yet, is it anger that does me in or keeps me going? Is it a controllable chaos I seek but often let control myself? Perhaps…
I thrive on chaos at the best and worst of times in my life. Chaos, not relentless, no… of course not. Controlled. Why did I do that the other day or this, that… etc. Why would I purposely put myself in such a situation to begin with, some of which act as a second job just to dig myself out of. I digress, point is… most of it is not all that bad, but a few instances I think back on and wonder if I’d ever do worse or maybe learn from it and do better?
I realize it all. That’s my key to happiness regardless of temperaments of any given day. It feels great to know your own faults and accept them. Please, give it a go sometime… faggot.
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Watch this movie. Do it. Now!
Casting, perfection.
This movie offers a unique look inside New Zealand as a country for those who may only know of the country from such films as LOTR. Above and beyond that, however is that it tells the true story of Genesis Potini, national chess Champion and how he overcomes personal ordeals and obstacles to lead a team of children, including his nephew to a tournament in Auckland.
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