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I am here for you.  In any capacity that you need and that I hope to fill.

What a world we live in.  Sincerity and face first truth are endangered moral values.  I’m one to talk, right?  The thing is, I’m still here.  I didn’t run away or give up.  Some of my more poetic, and often times, struggling truths are also often the ones still in a state of preparation, but never something I’ve broken or forgotten.

I believe in forgiveness because not only have I forgiven many, I am constantly forgiving myself.  There is, though, a very strict exceptions list that I do follow.  Anything, I suppose can be forgiven, but not everything should.  No, not when you are thirty years old and have lived a good amount of life already.  Somethings while seemingly probably very rational to forgive and second chance should not always be.  Why when you have been through so much before, should you allow others misfortunes and shortcomings, faults we all suffer from, defeat your pride and wear your guard down when, and I can’t stress this enough, when you are thirty and time is truly the most valuable thing as far as your own heart is concerned?  We shouldn’t, should we?

I’m not in the second chance business.  I’m very thankful for all the second, third and more chances I got, but when I compare my faults and attitude problems etc to the problems I’m dealing with some other people these days, it all boils down to one simple thing… lies.  Or, people too afraid of certain emotions that they refuse to detail to me what the issue could be, so instead they either lie or play it off, and I do not have time for any of that today.

Hey, cunt face… it’s called effort, it’s called clarity of the mind, body and soul.  You know, how would YOU feel?  Just try a little harder, put in some honest effort.

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